So messed up.
I’m all over the place. And its like I’m alone in this mess.
I try to tell myself its not that bad. And I can get back on track if I tried hard enough.
I guess I have to constantly remind myself I’m doing this for a higher purpose and nothing else. I guess I have to relearn how to be selfless.
This isn’t for me. This is for Him.
And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because I wouldn’t know how else.
I really don’t.
He is the only one I madly love. Yeah, thats all I know.
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