So messed up.

I’m all over the place. And its like I’m alone in this mess.

I try to tell myself its not that bad. And I can get back on track  if I tried hard enough.

I guess I have to constantly remind myself I’m doing this for a higher purpose and nothing else. I guess I have to relearn how to be selfless.

This isn’t for me. This is for Him.

And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because I wouldn’t know how else.

I really don’t.

He is the only one I madly love. Yeah, thats all I know.

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